Sunday, May 27, 2007
i really think i am not wrong at all...i already inform them that i may not be able to make it but they decided to go ahead with the plan anyway...in the end when i really couldn't make it...some people became angry or even blame me...u call this a way to thank me or celebrating birthday for me? i am so disappointed with u all..especially u...u are my dear one and yet u hurt me the most...shouted at me over the msn...until i cried on the spot...i am not wrong ok...and i won't feel sorry for that...i just feel sad and disappointed that u all treat me that way...so what the dinner is postponed?...this person is not coming that person is not coming...u all trying to take revenge on me? this really upsets me...if u don't love me anymore...please admit and let's remain as distant friends ok...i can't accept a dear one who has hurt me like that ...
did u use busy as an excuse of leaving me? i really think so...
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
i am all alone...starving...how i wish i can call u for dinner at our usual hangout place now...lyk we used to be...but i tink u will ignore me now...for u don't care abt me anymore
Labels: sad
u noe how sad i am now u stupid handsome? i rily wonder when u r toking to me...i noe u r not as busy now...maybe u don't love me anymore
Labels: sad
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
where are u? wat r u busy wif? we haven't tok for a long time...I miss u...but u dunno...my birthday is coming...how i wish u can jus tok 2 me for at least this special day...i thought u will wish me happy birthday...but now i dun tink u will. remember your promise that u wil bring me to fisherman village as my birthday present? i hope it will be realised one day...
Labels: missing in action
Friday, May 11, 2007
i am lonely at work now...suddenly thought of those days when we work together...i will never forget what happened and what u told me at the fax room...haha...u noe u rily scared me?!haha..drinking my hot milo now...suddenly tink of our kopi sessions last time...i miss those moments not because i like to laze around...it's becos i can tok and joke with u haha..i tink of u when i hear the fax machine sound now too...u noe wat?i always walked pass ur desk purposely when i needed to go the fax room haha...hoping that u will wink or smile at me ;p..i tink of the eggs that u cooked for me...its rily delicious!!...i always wonder where u hide the eggs as i never see them b4 hahahaha...i miss the times when u protected and supported me when someone bullied me...miss those times when u stood up for me...now i am working alone...thinking of u...
Thursday, May 10, 2007
I really don't know what u are busy with...I only know that u are always busy busy busy. Yet, u can always go out during weekends to make out...but don't have time to talk on weekdays. Anyway I will support u mentally behind your back, I miss you
Labels: Grumbling
My dark side
Wow...it has been a long time since I last touched my blog. I have been listen to this song since many years ago, but I never know that the lyrics will apply so much on me suddenly...
專一至今 竟會敢 避過你的吻
伏在你身 說找到 更喜愛的人
我也居然變心 不禁要承認我
像往日我恨透的罪人
當初的我 為了你 為瞞著好友
日夜怪你 愛不夠 還驚你風流
然後到我內疚 任旁人來認購
恨你沒有問情由便放我走
* 誰都會散 怎知一拍便會散
怪我自己作反 明明我不應再揀
忠貞怎可以貪 給拋棄亦已很慣
不慣去承認自私 移情別愛太奸
# 遲早要(都)散 散得清脆未算慘
我卻要忠變奸 斗膽一腳踏兩船
想上岸時又晏
無面目再解釋 自廢了承諾是否太搗蛋
當初枉我未拍拖 曾這樣講過
外遇那些女主角 遲早惹出禍
誰料那個是我 又能如何恨我
沒法面對自我其實最痛楚
Repeat *
@何苦再自命淒慘 你當我搗蛋
誓要去與他邂逅 仍然從不怕被人話濫
從未做過玩家 但我卻誠實認真去玩
真心相愛 未見得為了他英俊
換掉角色 也許你 你都會包容
我到今天至懂 為情而淪落了
在背後確實有些苦衷
不可不信
專一至今 竟會敢 避過你的吻
伏在你身 說找到 更喜愛的人
我也居然變心 不禁要承認我
像往日我恨透的罪人
當初的我 為了你 為瞞著好友
日夜怪你 愛不夠 還驚你風流
然後到我內疚 任旁人來認購
恨你沒有問情由便放我走
* 誰都會散 怎知一拍便會散
怪我自己作反 明明我不應再揀
忠貞怎可以貪 給拋棄亦已很慣
不慣去承認自私 移情別愛太奸
# 遲早要(都)散 散得清脆未算慘
我卻要忠變奸 斗膽一腳踏兩船
想上岸時又晏
無面目再解釋 自廢了承諾是否太搗蛋
當初枉我未拍拖 曾這樣講過
外遇那些女主角 遲早惹出禍
誰料那個是我 又能如何恨我
沒法面對自我其實最痛楚
Repeat *
@何苦再自命淒慘 你當我搗蛋
誓要去與他邂逅 仍然從不怕被人話濫
從未做過玩家 但我卻誠實認真去玩
真心相愛 未見得為了他英俊
換掉角色 也許你 你都會包容
我到今天至懂 為情而淪落了
在背後確實有些苦衷
不可不信
Labels: feeling